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oh been busy sorry i havent really posted anything, when life gets a little less crazy i’ll write a good blog, also i might be moving domains, wont be till monday [ish] or so.. i’ll post and let yall know…
Well here it is, 2010 a new year, which means fresh starts new beginnings and a clean start at a new life. The last decade wasn’t a good decade for me at all, lots of heart breaks, lots of bad things and just over all wasn’t a good decade for me, so here is to a new fresh decade, and new year new life.
2009 in review – ill start from the beginning i decided i wanted to go to school to become an emt, it was my dream ever since i was a little kid, and i put myself through the schooling, paid for the schooling, the books, everything by myself, which i am very proud of, it was well worth it. Then i re associated myself with a girl i clearly shouldn’t have, and i learned my lesson, they say once an ex, always an ex.. and ill never do that again. In the end, i found out who my true friends where and i found out who was going to be there for me, when times got rough and i needed a place to hang my head for a while until i could get back on my feet, ultimately i became closer with my best friend, jhase our bond became so much stronger then anybody could ever imagine, people look at our friendship and think what in the heck? Also i became close with dean my host, my buddy, and anything else you want to call him, he’s an amazing person.
late last summer, i had the chance at moving to Georgia and i took it the second it was offered up to me, Well here we are, just about moving time, and i’m so glad to be moving from this state, new state, new city, new beginning and new people. I will never forget the people who WERE there for me, when i went through that rough patch, never ever. i owe each and every one of you, a million thanks and a million favors, you all were wonderful. You just know when its your time to move on and begin a new life. so Here we are, in a decade a new year and i hope to goodness this year and this new decade goes the way i hope it does.
i want to wish each and every one of you viewers a happy new year ( i know its 6 days late) but here it is, and i want to say thanks for supporting me and reading all my blogs, i love you all.
on a lighter note, good day and thanks again.
i know i haven’t posted in a while i probably should pop in and let you guys know I’m alive once in a while. Life has been keeping me busy. Work consumes my life, its like never ending. I work eight – nine days in a row, before i get one day off. I decided in 2010 i will not slack off on my life anymore, i will go back to school and get my life on track. Don’t get me wrong i like my life right now, but i just want to do something different with it. I know i want to go into the nursing field, something totally I’ve always wanted to do with my life. I will ground myself and do whats right and get my ass back in track. My best friend Jhase is coming to see me after the new year sometime, we’ve been best friends for a long time and we’ve been through hell and back. I mean honestly i would be lost without that kid in my life.
I cant really complain about life, other then i hate my boss, but I’m not quite sure who doesn’t, i know i mentioned nursing schools in the last post, and i think i found a site to guide me in the right direction. here is a link to the site. it’s going to be a lot of work and a lot of self grounded homework time, but in the end it’ll all be worth it. Christmas is almost here, next week and every that it gets closer i get more and more excited. It’s my favorite time of the year. Life is grand i couldn’t have asked for a better life, i mean i have the best friend anyone could want a job, which not a lot of people have in these times and i have self guidance. Honestly i cant wait for the new year because it means i can start a fresh year and leave all the old stuff behind, this year has been nothing but horrible to me. i don’t mean to moan and groan but this year could have probably been a little better to me. Going through a bad heartbreak and going from living with a girlfriend .. to living by yourself kinda sucks. thank god for people who look out for me.
my plans for 2010 are to get back into some nursing college, to go to a gym at least 2-3 times a week and probably just live life to the fullest. oh.. to end this on a good note, dean@deanfx is probably the best host I’ve ever had the chance of being with, so if you ever need hosting services, check him out.
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So i made a big decision in life today: Next year around August I’m going to go to nursing school I’m going to start looking at my options Soon, and going to set up a appointment to speak with a finical adviser so i can look at my finical options as far as tuition and books and costs and such, i really want to do this. I haven’t told my mother about this yet, basically because i want to wait and see my options before i go and tell her. Like hold on, let me back up about this whole mother thing. I moved back in with my mom after my whole break up but basically my mom lives with me i work pay the bills and go to school, so by not telling her isn’t a big deal as of right now, i just wanna keep things on the hush until i see the whole money part of the whole thing, because if things don’t look good, then i will have to simply talk to her about it and tell her about it, anyways i made the big decision today, and I’m going to stick to it. It’s a big move in life and i know it wont be a easy task but if i want it bad enough ill work 10 times harder, to make it work. I’ll keep you guys updated on everything.
I feel like I’ve grown up a lot in the last couple of weeks, I’ve made some big decisions in life and I’ve done some growing up in my own little ways. Tuesday was Dads 13 year anniversary mark of him being dead, and honestly on that day i was so busy because i kept my self busy that i didn’t even think about it.
My best friends, the network admin for this site/server Dean is always great, always there when i need him to talk to / vent to. Cant forget the great Jhase is awesome to, i always talk about these guys in my updates but these two guys are pretty my life, I’d be lost without them in my life, and i want to thank both of them for always putting up with me and standing behind my decisions.
and last but not least, if you haven’t updated to windows 7, i think you definably should do so,
thats it. bye~
I guess i should update this, i haven’t wrote anything personal or written a blog post in quite some time. Here it is October second, and in eleven days it’ll be twelve years that dad has been passed away. Here it is hitting me smack in the face and I’m trying hard to distract myself in anyway possible because as the day gets closer it gets harder and harder i wish for once that i could get over it. here it is a deep secret that i keep to myself wishing and praying one day that I’ll eventually get to one day get over his death. I wish i knew the answer all i know is as the day gets closer and closer i get more and more emotional. on the thirteenth i told my boss i could not and would not make it to work, i have plans for that day and i do not expect anything that day, but i just want to be free.
School is starting soon, November and I’m pretty excited about that. Work has been tiring me out day after day but i like it i get 1 day off a week but I’m not complaining the money is good. Dean has been the best friend he possibly can be, just being there and listening to me rant and rave, its nice to have someone who just listens Life is pretty adventurous right now, i never know what to expect from day to day. Dean and Jhase are great, they’re great best friends, thanks guys for always putting up with me during the crazy times.
next summer, the summer of 2010 with my tax dollars I’m planning a summer vacation down to Florida, i just really need to get away. I pre ordered the new call of duty, or modern warfare two, that’s exciting November tenth. for the most part life is good. i just wanted to update and let you guys know whats up :] ill start updating more.
So i put up a new Layout for now, it still need work, but whatevs~Jhase Said he would make up a cool layout just for null slacker. So things are pretty good i haven’t updated this site in a while, life has been hectic. I just got a brand new laptop, I’m in love with it! Compaq Presario! uhm, I’m gonna end this right now ill edit it later on, ! just wanted to write a quick update and let you guys know I’m not dead! i promise.
i decided to switch domains, and switch servers over to my buddy deans servers,a select few network I decided to ditch juiceton With this comes new idea’s new a new layout is coming soon, sorry for the lack of time, but life is hectic and I’m doing everything i can to update everything. So big thanks to dean for putting up with me. There’s a lot of work to be done, but i just want to let you guys know I’m alive and everything should be done and complete by the end of the weekend, (i hope) my best friend Bryan is about to have a kid and he asked me to be the god father so i been busy with that, plus work and just life, lots going on.
i don’t have much to say tonight, but I’ll be updating more often, now that i have my own site back, hooray right?
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