I guess I’ve been a bad journal person, but all of that is about to change. Lately life has been interesting i moved out of the place i was because of so much drama being involved and i just couldn’t take it anymore so all my stuff was put into storage until i decide what my next move will be. For now i am content with the way everything is going, in or about 2 weeks or so i should be moving into my own place, no one knows where it is but me and one other person, its a bit out there, and its just the way i like it. I am pretty excited to be out on my own again, that is for sure. It is time for me to be grown up and do what i need to do. For now I’m stay with a close friend until i move into my own place and I’m pretty content here, like i feel right at home. I been focusing my life more on things that mean more important to me, trying to get right with life, and trying to stay on the path that i need to be. I guess i found out who my friends were, and who the people that care about me really are, cause the day i moved, i learned big time who to cut out of my life and who to keep dear close to me. I guess we all learn lessons in life and some of them we may not like, but some of them we have to learn, i guess that’s what life is all about.

So August 6th, or around that date i should be moving into my own place, it’s really nice and i fell in love with it the minute i looked at it, and the rent is way cheap on it that excites me. I have been doing so good with everything lately i think i am proud of myself on how i handled the move. The only thing[s] I’ll need for the apartment is a microwave and a toaster i’ve been keeping my eyes out, but i haven’t found really anything that i like and or that will go with the kitchen. i know this is probably boring for you to read but this is just something for me to look back on, i’m sorry.

Everyday is something new that i conquer and I’m proud of myself for being strong and taking what we call life by the balls and conquering it. Also a big shout out to @Deanfx on twitter for being there when i need him the most, my host here,and the most important the man who makes sure everything on this server is well guarded. There’s a female i would like to say thanks to, you know who you are.. thanks for being there when i need you the most, you put a smile on my face, every single day, and i love the way you just do what you do..

Recently i got this whole thing of moving out west in my head, i know i can do it / handle it i can transfer my job out there and i know i can make it, i just want to start my life over go where nobody knows me, and or cares and most of all i just want to get away from my crazy family, they just stress me out more then what its worth. so i shall keep this updated on that.

i’ll keep this updated when i can, its kinda hard, but i’ll make sure you all know my life better more often.