I guess i should update this, i haven’t wrote anything personal or written a blog post in quite some time. Here it is October second, and in eleven days it’ll be twelve years that dad has been passed away. Here it is hitting me smack in the face and I’m trying hard to distract myself in anyway possible because as the day gets closer it gets harder and harder i wish for once that i could get over it. here it is a deep secret that i keep to myself wishing and praying one day that I’ll eventually get to one day get over his death. I wish i knew the answer all i know is as the day gets closer and closer i get more and more emotional. on the thirteenth i told my boss i could not and would not make it to work, i have plans for that day and i do not expect anything that day, but i just want to be free.
School is starting soon, November and I’m pretty excited about that. Work has been tiring me out day after day but i like it i get 1 day off a week but I’m not complaining the money is good. Dean has been the best friend he possibly can be, just being there and listening to me rant and rave, its nice to have someone who just listens Life is pretty adventurous right now, i never know what to expect from day to day. Dean and Jhase are great, they’re great best friends, thanks guys for always putting up with me during the crazy times.
next summer, the summer of 2010 with my tax dollars I’m planning a summer vacation down to Florida, i just really need to get away. I pre ordered the new call of duty, or modern warfare two, that’s exciting November tenth. for the most part life is good. i just wanted to update and let you guys know whats up :] ill start updating more.